.:I fill my head with your voice:.

update on my life

2005-12-12T00:19:16Z

ok so i havent updated in probably over a month. i dont know im not really feeling this thing anymore. but whatever. im just really excited because i get to go to ohio again and visit everyone. im going dec 29-jan 12. im sooooo excited. i havent seen my friends up there since october. and i miss them. but yea. so life is going good i guess. i finish classes wednesday. im working at red robin now. i finally quit unos. that job sucked. i hope that no one i know ever works there....even though jessi and holly do. i feel bad for them. i left them there lol. so yea. red robin is sooo much better. definitely making more money and it's a lot less stressful. so it's good. but yea. thats all i wanted to say. that i get to go to ohio and im really happy about it.

OHIO!

2005-09-29T02:25:00Z

yea that's right im going to ohio again. i love that place so much. besides the fact that robert is there, its just a fun place to be to get away from the same old stuff here. so yea im leaving tomorrow at 4:15pm and i wont be back until later on sunday. but im really excited. me and robert are going to his homecoming and i get to finally meet all of his awesome friends. i havent even met them and they all seem really cool. and their all so excited to finally meet me as well. so it should be a good trip and i probably wont want to come home.

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-09-08T10:18:00

2005-09-08T17:19:04Z

i got a new phone yet again. but i plan on keeping this one longer than like a week. so if anyone ever wants my number its 301-751-8788. ok thats it. oh by the way...I LOVE ROBERT :)

life

2005-08-29T01:34:10Z

school starts for me tomorrow. not excited. oh and i need to find a new job...mine sucks. yea that's about it. oh and i love robert. like this much...{~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~}

that's a lot. i know. but i'm in love with him <3 <3

bored

2005-08-28T22:30:12Z

-- UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits: biting my nails...
2. Are you double jointed: um dont think so
3. Can you roll your tongue: yea
4. Can you raise one eyebrow: and i look retarded doing it
5. Can you blow spit bubbles: my brother can
6. Can you cross your eyes: cant everyone...
7. Tattoos: no
8. Piercings: ears and belly button
9. Do you make your bed daily: nope

-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first: whichever one i pick up first
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: i'd like to
12. On the average, how much money do you carry: $20
13. What jewelry do you wear: rings
14. Favorite piece of clothing ? skirts

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti? yep
17. Favorite ice cream flavor: birthday cake
18. How many cereals in your cabinet: um 3 i think
19. What's your favorite beverage: iced tea
20. What's your favorite restaurant: chipotle

-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth: once a day
23. Hair drying method: blow dryer/straightner
24. Have you ever colored / highlighted your hair?: yea

-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear: sometimes
26. Do you ever spit: no

-- FAVORITE --
27. Animal(s): cats
28. Food: italian
29. Month: summer
30. Day: friday/saturday
31. Cartoon: family guy
33. Subject in school: photo
34. Color(s): pink
35. Sport: none
37. Thing to do in the spring: um pick flowers...i dont know
39. Thing to do in the fall: jump in the leaves
40. Thing to do in the winter: nothing i hate winter

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. In the CD player: im embarassed...fall out boy
42. Person you talk most on the phone with: robert
43. Window or aisle on the Bus: window
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows?: yep
45. What color is your bedroom: pink :)

-- LA LA LAND --
48. What's your sleeping position: my side
49: Do you use a pillow: 2
50. Do you snore: nope
51. Do you sleepwalk: no
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: the bear robert got for me <3 <3
54. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio: the tv

bee tea doubleyou... New Found Glory blows

2005-08-23T21:54:36Z

Man, my boyfriend is a fucking dickhead. What a gay, buttsex loving cuntface. His schlong is so small, it can barely comeout of his pants to piss. On a lighter note, this is rob. I am in love with Nichole, point proven by me signing onto her livejournal and writing this. She is the most amazing girl I have ever come in cantact with. There is no girl like nichole, she's the most sweet, cute, beautiful, happy cheerfull, hardcore, badass, loving girl that I have ever met and I consider myself lucky enough for her to talk to me, much less date me. I'm letting everyone know right now that I plan to marry this gorgeous big hearted girl that I love so dearly. With that said, I'm going to smoke a ciggarette and think about the face of my girlfriend whos face makes me orgazm at the very sight of. I love you nichole and I love your body and your boobs and your butt. so call me later.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-08-12T14:57:00

2005-08-12T18:57:24Z

me and robert have been together for a year today! im so glad i have finally found someone i want to spend the rest of my life with. here's to 1 year and so many more <3 i love you robert, with all of my heart.

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-07-25T23:58:00

2005-07-26T03:59:02Z

my papa bear is coming home tomorrow :) im so excited.

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-07-13T23:42:00

2005-07-14T03:44:09Z

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-07-12T12:04:00

2005-07-12T16:05:26Z

exactly 11 months ago, my dreams came true.

thank you robert. i love you. <3 <3

081204

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-07-07T00:35:00

2005-07-07T04:37:10Z

i swear im not dead...but i did get a new cell phone number. it's 301-535-3056 so you can call me if you wanna hang out sometime :)

i stole this from kristi :)

2005-06-18T01:48:22Z

(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
(x) smoked anything else
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) had a crush on members of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car

(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

( ) snuck out of parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date

(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die (In a way)

(x) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends (robert <3)
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar

( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
(x) been moshing at a concert

( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake

(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
( ) Robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat

(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x) been in a car accident

(x) had braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight

(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
( ) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes

( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying

(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
( ) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain

(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

(x) crashed a party (tried to anyways...)
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true

(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed penis during class
( ) ate dog food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them

(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
( ) fucked in a park
(x) fucked in the bathroom (and got caught)
(x) fucked more than once in the same night
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something

( ) got your toungue stuck to a pole
(x) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top

( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours at one time
(x) stayed up all night

(x) didnt take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone

(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch

(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused

( ) caught a fish and then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed

( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name

(x) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
001. Nichole
002. Nicody
003. Mama but that's only by my papa :)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
001. shedreamssinpink
002. nfgnickles666
003. lemonhead3000

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
001. eyes
002. body
003. hair (sometimes)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
001. bony
002.
003.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
001. italian
002. italian
003. italian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
001. death
002. Spiders
003. alligators

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
001. friends
002. sleep
003. food

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
001. rings
002. shoes
003. shirt

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS [at the moment]:
001. honorary title
002. blood brothers
003. anna nalick

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
001. fun
002. honesty
003. love

TWO TRUTHS & A LIE [in no particular order]:
001. i love robert
002. i want to marry robert
003. im gay

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
001. Eyes
002. Hair
003. Piercings

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
001. photography
002. sleeping
003. going to shows

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
001. get on a plane
002. go to ohio
003. to see robert

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
001. photographer
002. psychologist
003. something to do with bands

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
001. italy
002. islands (any one will be fine)
003. va beach just because i like it there

THREE KID'S NAMES:
001. roxy
002. landon
003. dont know

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
001. change someones life
002. marry robert
003. have kids

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
001.
002.
003.

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
001. i love robert
002. i have long hair
003. and boobs

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
001. johnny depp
002. adam brody
003. um dont know

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-06-13T19:52:00

2005-06-14T00:03:21Z

so a lot of crap has been going on for like the past 2 days. it's sucked. but i only brought it on myself. but i think it's all settled and im doing alright. i'll really be doing better on monday though. cause i will be on a plane at 8:45 am to Ohio to see the love of my life, Robert <3. i cant wait. i feel like i havent seen him in like years. it sucks. and then with everything that happened it just made it worse. so im really really excited. so im going monday and staying until sunday the 26th or whatever that sunday is. so it should be fun. and hopefully he gets to come home with me. that would totally make my day. so yea i got yet another new job. that whole knife job just seemed a little bit shady to me still after 2 days. and plus they wanted us to pay money for stuff. $141 for like a starter set or whatever. i figured it wouldnt be worth it. so yesterday i went around looking for jobs at like every restaurant in waldorf and Uno's was hiring. so they said i could come back today just so they could talk to me. did that today. and so im starting tomorrow pretty much. training tuesday through thursday and then i start friday. so yea should be fun. oh and since my parents dont really care about me i think i need someone to pick me up from the airport on sunday june 26 at BWI airport at 5:20pm. so if you would like to do that for me you can call me at 301-751-6662 or 301-274-0798. yea thanks.

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-06-01T22:14:00

2005-06-02T02:20:49Z

so yea. i just got a new job today. like i called this place during my lunch break today at work and told them i could come it after 4. so i went in at 7 and the interview was like 2 hours long. but it was a group interview. so it wasnt that bad. then we had a one on one interview and he said i was hired. and im making like so much more money. it's for a company selling knives and other like kitchen stuff. so it should be cool. and i get $18 for every appointment even if i dont sell anything. so yea and for the first while i make like 10% commission. and it goes up depending on how much you sell. so im really excited. i am the happiest ive been in a while. like ive been really happy with everything, im just soooo much more happier now. and i found out you can transfer to like other places and they have a place to transfer to in Dayton!!! that's like 25 minutes from roberts house :) yea so im planning on moving up there really soon. since i'll already be guaranteed a job. and i was talking to this girl shelby that works there and she said she's living on her own with like a couple other people and paying for school. by herself. that's exactly what i want to do. so yea. im pretty much the coolest girl in the world. :)

p.s. i still miss robert. i want him to come home soon. really soon.

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-05-31T19:48:00

2005-06-01T00:02:16Z

so. virginia beach was soooo much fun!! we left on tuesday after i got off work at 4. we ended up leaving at like 6. we got to roberts grandads house at like 9 and since it was so late we just decided to stay there for the night. the next morning we went and ate at denny's. it was yummy. and then we left for va beach. when we got there we first went to roberts grandparents house. their so nice. they fed us a lot. then we went to his dads house. he has a cute little apartment. its a 1 bedroom place. it's so nice. his dad was at work. so we just hung out and stuff. then we his dad got home we went out and ate. the rest of the week we just hung out on the beach and ate and rode bikes. riding bikes is fun until some guy in a big monster truck almost hits and kills you. that was the scariest thing in the world. so yea i almost got in the water but it was waayyyy too cold. like 50 degrees. i wanted to learn how to surf. but that will have to wait until next time i guess. and i got my bellybutton pierced. i was a big baby cause it hurt a lot. and when i was getting it done the guy said "breathe, momma, breathe." haha it was funny cause that's what robert calls me <3 so overall it was a really good trip. i love it down there. we're planning on going back 4th of july. so we can see fireworks on the beach <3 that will be hot. oh and i'll post pictures of my belly soon...

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-05-21T22:12:00

2005-05-22T02:19:03Z

so robert didnt get to come home today cause his car was still in the shop :( it figures my parents are not coming home tonight and he cant stay the night...it sucks big time. but he's coming home tomorrow. im so excited. i havent seen him in about 3 weeks! and then we're leaving wednesday morning for Virginia Beach. just me and him <3 im so excited. we need our alone time. besides the fact that he's been gone for 3 weeks, we're always with holden and daniel and i just want some us time. so it should be fun! but anyways. i called robert this morning and he told me danielle called him last night...she was telling him she loved him... yea she's starting this bullshit again. obviously she doesnt know who she's messing with here... but i guess she'll never realize that he's not going back to her... oh well *shrugs* yea that's all for now. im just sooooo excited to see my baby tomorrow. i cant wait. it's been too long.

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-05-18T10:45:00

2005-05-18T14:48:15Z

so i got my hair cut a couple weeks ago and i just thought i'd share it with everyone even though you probably cant even see my hair...

and these 2 are for Robert <3

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-05-14T00:33:00

2005-05-14T04:34:11Z

i want robert to come home soo bad. i miss him :( he sent me a cd in the mail today though <3 he's the best boy ever. i still miss him though.

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-05-11T20:58:00

2005-05-12T01:00:11Z

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-04-24T00:49:00

2005-04-24T04:53:58Z

so last night was pretty fun. lindsay got me robert holden and daniel some everclear :) we got crunk. robert almost died and it was scary. but im glad he didnt. he danced for me though and that was hot. and then this whore from ohio called roberts phone at like 2:30 in the morning wanting to talk to him...yea right. i bitched her out and told her to never call again. she didnt listen cause she called again today. im gonna have to kill someone... but yea then we all woke up super early this morning. it was not fun. but we laughed about a lot of stuff. yea so i just wanted to tell you all about my night. i was also the only one who didnt puke. cause im awesome.

mae song <3

2005-04-19T03:38:04Z

Remembering, everything,
about my world and when you came.
Wondering, the change you’d bring,
means nothing else would be the same.
Did you know, what you were doing, did you know.
Did you know how you would move me well,
I don’t really think so.
but the night came down and swept us away.
and the stars they seemed,
to paint the most elaborate scene to date.

How could we know? that song, this show,
we'd learn so much about ourselves.
From Toledo, to Tokyo,
the words were scribed on every page,
and now there’s books up on our shelves.
Did you know how you would move us, did you know?
When the lights first came upon us,
and we saw The Everglow.
and the moment's magic swept us away.
and the young mans dream was almost seen so plain.

When was the night
that showed us the sign?
Revealed in the sky, to leave all behind.
But where to begin? throwing caution to the wind,
We reached for the stars, everything was now ours.

Did you know how you would move me, did you know?
Did you know how you would move me?
well, I don’t even think so.
but the moment's magic swept us away.
and it’s so close, but we’re so far away.
It’s so close, but we’re so far away.

i think this song is so beautiful. it reminds me of me and robert. i love him <3

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-04-12T22:36:00

2005-04-13T02:39:17Z

It's been 8 months with the most incredible person on the planet...it seems like only yesterday we started talking yet at the same time i feel like we've known each other forever. robert you mean the world to me. i love you with all of my heart. 081204. <3 <3.

ohio trip.

2005-03-29T04:02:49Z

ohio was amazing. it was so much fun. last thursay the 17 i woke up all early. went to holens house and picked him up. he didnt have an ID so he brought his birth certificate, soc. security card, and his...pool pass. yea. he's ghetto. anyways. we get to the airport really early so we know what to do and everything. it was alright until we actually got on the plane. that was both of our first time on a plane so we were really really scared. so we get on and we got to choose our seats. we got in the back cause holden said it was fun back there... so it started going...omg i was soooo scared. we went like 100 mph. probably faster. so yea we're up in the air and it looks really pretty. and the ride was pretty good until we had turbulence...that was not fun. scariest thing ever. it lasted about 5 minutes. and when we landed that was scary too. but we landed and got off and robert and his mom were standing right there waiting for us <3 he looked so beautiful. wearing his cute little jacket that i got for him :) absolutely beautiful. and i was sooooo happy i was finally seeing him!! got my stuff and then we ate. then we drove to his house. it's really big. its 2 stories plus a basement where he lives. the whole week we just went out and did a whole lot. we played lazer tag, ate at hooters and chipotle (my new love by the way), Bills Donuts...and soooo much more. we hung out at cool places too. the cellar is this little skatepark and hang out place. i learned to skate a little bit lol. robert entered a skate competition there and got 2nd place and won a new deck. it's bright pink so he gave it to me :) we hung out at bill's donuts like every night. holden loves that place. its such a cute place. its like this old 60's place. and everything there is soooo cheap. met some cool new kids up there. Scott was one of them. he works at the cellar. thats how robert met him. and he introduced us to a few other people. so we hung out with them a few nights. one of them looks exactly like Kenny from the starting line. like he could be his twin brother lol. the mall was pretty cool too. it was so big and so clean lol. like a million times better than the st. charles mall here lol. i bought a pair of really hot jeans from abercromie and fitch. and cute little flip flops and a shirt from hollister. and robert got a pair of black girls jeans from this black person store. really sexy ;) and that was about it. on the last night we went bowling and it was awesome. ended up coming home easter sunday instead of thursday. im so glad i got to stay and extra couple of days. i love it up there and wouldnt mind staying again. the only bad part was roberts grandparents. their like really christian and dont believe in "teen love" i guess you could say. they originally said that me and robert couldnt even be in his room together like we always had to be in the living room or somewhere where we could be seen but his mom talked to her about that. and so she said i just couldnt sleep in his room. so i woke up every morning at like 5:30am and went into the living room so it would seem like i was there all night. lol. yea pretty lame. but the last few nights i just gave up and slept in his room with him <3 so yea that was ohio. we left sunday morning around 7:30am. it was the longest car ride ever. 9 hours of not feeling my legs and the Golden Girls. so fun...they dropped me off at my grandparents house and spent a little bit of easter with the family. i went to bed at 7:30 last night. yea i was that tired. and this morning i woke up at 7:30 again to go to school. not fun at all. but i found out i got an A on my midterm and that was awesome. im so proud of myself. i worked hard for that A. today i had an interview for panera and i think it went really well. their looking for a person to work during the day and he said my hours were perfect. so hopefully i'll have a new job in a couple of weeks. and then later i went to the verizon store to see whats wrong with my phone and they told me to go to the verizon store on 301. so we were leaving the mall and 2 undercover cops stopped robert and daniel and wrote them tobacco citations for smoking underage...stupid. but whatever. but now its time for bed cause im super tired. so yea. goodnight.

ohio is for lovers <3

2005-03-17T02:32:01Z

so here's whats going on. i waking up like super early tomorrow and my dad is taking me and Holden to the airport. out plane leaves at 11:30 or somewhere around there. and then we land in ohio at like 1:00. and that's when i will be the happiest girl on the planet...yea pretty much. im so excited to see him. it's been 3 weeks! that's wayyyy too long. but yea. we're staying up there until thursday and then driving back down. and robert gets to stay for a while. hopefully for like 3 weeks like he said. cause that would be awesome. but yea that's all i really wanted to say. im going to see my love and im really really happy <3 <3.

yourxmyxstar @ 2005-03-16T21:26:00

2005-03-17T02:27:37Z

yea that's me and my hot new sunglasses. just thought i'd share :)